Procrastination is a disease...

Procrastination is the biggest addiction I battle to fight. I started this blog to hold myself accountable to the new things I have decided to walk into.  A newness that I long to begin.  To have something different I must do different things.  Easier said then done.  Each day brings new ideas, new mercies , new grace, all coupled with the fear of failure, fear of the unknown.  It is easy to blame others of your destiny when you have left them to lead the way.   Now without anyone else responsible for me and my decisions can I lead?  Sacrifice and submission means starting at the beginning, maybe even committing to some things that are not exactly glamorous to get to the point of redemption.  Freedom in all capacities come with a price.  What lengths are you willing to go, what rejections are you willing to press past to have the things that you say you want? These are the questions I ask myself and then I strive to move my feet. Procrastination...a disease I battle to fight, like any other infection I take the medicine necessary to prevent the spreading of this virus. I will win this fight.  Stay tuned the best is yet to come.  In order to win you must participate, in order to finish you must start. Remember these are just notes to myself....I'm just thinking out loud.